

Modesty: beginning statements"August 6th, 1993Modesty: beginning statements
Dear journal, I proposed to Krista Valence, she said no. Today is perhaps the darkest, and maybe even last of my days. I plan to kill myself in some way, I'm not quite suire how or where, but my mind is made up. My pursuit for love has led me to such a failure that I regretfully refuse to accept. Therefore.. I will end it all today. The only reason I continue to write in you, whoever may read this, is so you can understand. I am not depressed, I don't normally have suicidal thoughts, but after the rejection by the one I love. I just can't go on.. Everything I ever tried at was a failure, and now I ju


sumthin werdI hate to do this, but I gotta end this. We're over, we're done its not even fun anymore dont come at my door begging me to let you in this time your not gonna win. I'm gonna be the bigger person if you run away that'll worksumthin werd
and maybe you'll pull yourself together. i cant be your savior, or your amazing grace when your ashamed to look at mirrors and see your face. see the wreck you've become
and have no other solution but run run away from the pain get a new name and start all over again. i hope you have fun with that but i wont


ExplanationYour smile is something I'd die for I'd fly across the world to see you. Your someone I'd cry for. I hate to show emotion, but your love confuses me. I don't understand you, I don't even know you. How did this happen? My heart is skipping beats, this happened once. But how is it happening now? I don't get it, I'm sorry, I can't have you. Dont make me decide.Explanation
I can't get you out of my mind. I used to see my future, but now I'm blind. You ruined my plans, you ripped them from my hands. I can't say I love you.. Not yet.


Ramblings of that guySo here we are again my friend, it seems we're finally at an end. Please try to understand, its not you, its me.Ramblings of that guy
Isn't always? At the end of days I'm the one who ended it they say my hearts replaced by a pit full of darkness, without a soul that no such thing can exist
inside me. I'm a heartless, emotionless wreck they say when truly it is they, for making such accusations. The sadness overcomes me at the sound of those repeating words Persecuters seem to come in endless herds, making sure what they said was heard. They attack in groups, br
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I'm the guy who will always be there for you.. i promise ^^
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I'm the guy who will always be there for you.. i promise ^^
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I'm the guy who will always be there for you.. i promise ^^
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I'm the guy who will always be there for you.. i promise ^^
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I'm the guy who will always be there for you.. i promise ^^
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I'm the guy who will always be there for you.. i promise ^^
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